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PART 1 - Macau Trip =) - 16dec

2009-01-30T12:53:00.013+08:00

Seriously , there are damn lots of photos . i just randomly picked up some nice pictures of Macau =)
Will upload the rest when i have the time ya ! Stay Tuned huh ^_^

lil cute cousin =)

Winter - Dressing =D

Macau Airport

Hotel .

Smile =)

Life is Full of Beauty ...

2009-01-21T15:48:00.003+08:00

21 Jan 2009

'' ... Two souls and one thought, two hearts and one pulse...''

No one can Predict . . it's just the way it is .

2009-01-16T12:41:00.003+08:00

It's finally to Weekend now =)) [ Wooooo-hooooo]
School kind of .. well , yeah . Not Bad . I can manage at the moment for now .
i know for what , the girls will always be there for me when i need them . Right , girls? (:
i knew you girls love me . hahahaas . Just the way as much as i do . <33

P.S. Everyone JiaYou for your upcoming ''O'' level huh ^_^

thousand of things to say .

2009-01-13T15:43:00.002+08:00

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OhMan ~ Im like so Pathetic right now . . . my com spoilt & im updating this entry at sch during my CCA time , (Benefit: im a New Media Student .) hahahaas .
Well , i 've got thousand of words to say . .
Many many things to express , many many photos to be uploaded from my trip over to Macau .

Anyway, its 2009 right now ! =D
I've just got older( yeah , the oldest in class for the time being ) .. . lOls ~
This year for me was just focusing on my 'O'' , and nothing else .
Girl, no more shopping spree , no more slacking & no more day-dreaming for you .

P.S. tolerate , tolerate , tolerate huh ~~

Temp: 11degree >.<

2008-12-23T15:06:00.003+08:00

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2more days . . Merry Xmas will be r0und the corner . & i'm already experienced the chilling weather over here : Dong Guan .

Had a one night sleep at my relatives's house . Damn - Their house so super big can. ?! lols .
However , there's still . . somewhere , where people are homeless , alone , in a very un-clean environment .
When i was taking a stroll around the places , its kinda heart-wrenching to see those older seniors citizen sitting on a stool , dazing outside . . looking so bored .
They're like so lonely . . i do have the urge to go over , and talk to them .
But i didnt . Cuz they dont speak Chinese . They speak '' Ke Jia Hua'' which i totally dont understand abit of it at all ~
All i can do was just smile at them , and looking so helpless .
Guess must be thousand of years their children / grandchildren didnt come over and visit them , which thus leaving them alone here , suriving on their own .
They plant their own vegetables , rear their own chicken and live in a very simple and frugal life .

Then i realised , actually i'm so lucky to be over here in Singapore .
i need not worry about life . Everything's all prepared for me . And well , i just take things for granted . .
til now , i never know that there's other poorer people who need more help .
Sigh ~
And i'm like cant do anything . . . >.<

The weather's right over here is like double the coldness than Macau .
Cant imagine those Ah-Gong/ Ah-Ma living here for all their life . . and can stand the coldness with just those lil clothes they had .

This morning , i was out taking a stroll and i saw this Ah-Ma ..
*ouch, it really hurts my heart when i saw her walking with her serious backache bendwards, and wearing just a few cloth over her , and holding on to a wooden stick, walking 170-175 .*

Tell yeah , im like .. wore 3layers of sweaters , and yet my hand's freezing . & there's even ''smoke'' when i breathe out . .

When she walked past me , her eyes will like keep looking at me up & down . Then she talked dont know what language , and all i can do was smile , and nod at her . She then walked away , heading to her house , i guess.

there's hardly any teenagers here . its like not even a single one , i can say .
And its my first time seeing real life ducks ''face-to-face'' , and i mean those huge , big fat REAL life ducks and there's even chicken too . lols ~

That's their life over here , simple and yet living their life feeling contented everyday , and not hoping for anything . No shopping over here , no branded stuffs/bags, no nice clothes, nothing .
All they want was just peace & enough food for them , that's it ~

Seriously , i should have feel contented already of what i have now , and learn to appreciated it .
Never take things for granted =)

P.S. i should have bought along lip-balm . Damn ~ my lips gonna bleed soon >.<

19th Dec 2008 ~

2008-12-19T20:18:00.007+08:00

Vian's Misses Singapore already ~

She misses :

The Girls

Her Dearie Cousin !
Her Sweet Room
The trees/flowers in sg .
The Shopping Malls
Sg's Library
The Air in Sg
Home Cooked Food/Food in Sg
Shopping in Sg with the girls ~
Weather in Sg.
the drinks at Sweet Talk
Subway !!!
Soya-Milk >.<
hearing typical-s'porean speaks . ( all i heard over here was Cantonese-speaking , and i was like dont even understand what the heck are those ppl talking , lols [ i only can understand a lil bit , & not those chim chim long sentences ] - but my relatives do know i cant speak nor listen , so they spoke chinese to me :) However ; one day , i would really love to learn ! I like their way of speaking , very. . .chio . lols

Growing Fat ~ .. Damn !

2008-12-19T18:05:00.003+08:00

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im dead-meat . lOls ~ all my effort for the past weeks had gone down to drain. == ! i've been here for like 3days plus only , damn . i'll grow fat easily !!!!
Their food over here damn nice , can !?
Esp their Milk Tea, Claypot Rice , Hong Kong Style Ramen...etc etc. lols

Their Breakfast was like ... my lunch nor ! ... lols .
All i do was eat , enjoy - then get worried after tat . -.-'

But anyway , i'll be over here up til Monday , so ... Yup ~
Am able to online for these few days only .
Then will be heading to Shen Zhen after that .. .

P.S. For Self - Stop eating too much ~ ! =D

Currently At Macau Right Now ...

2008-12-17T15:03:00.008+08:00

17122008 ~

Tata, People !~ Surprise to see me here huh ? lols ! Yeah .. I'm here to report that i've reached Macau safe & sound . hahahas..

Right now , i'm at my Relatives's House^^ ( that's why i'm able to post this entry )
Seriously , Macau weather was ... freezing !!~~ O.O
& i was wrapped up like '' dumpling '' . . lols !
But i kind of love this weather , very chilling ; esp in the morning & night !
How i wish i lived here . hahass

And Guess what ? At first i wont believed my mummy & grandma that it will be chilling over there . And i just insisted to bring my shorts, dress, spaga tee..
But no worries ~ i did brought my shawl , sweater etc. =))

i heard Macau weather will be 12degree - 2degree .
However, Shanghai even worse than here ! ( Hope he's doing fine over there )

Okay Okay, Enough of my crap here. lols .
i've got other things to settle .. right here- through my blog .

To: The Girls ~
Hey , i heard that result will release on the 18th of Dec huh..?
Well, i dont think i can receive SMSes here , i dont have any connection over here . Hmmmmm. . maybe you girls can try either mail me or ... if not , i'll just get it myself when sch re-open. =) Thanks lots !
God Bless ^_^

To: Yuting
Hey girl =) Well , i know your b'day are not up yet .
But i just wanaa wish you A Very Happy Sweet 16th B'day in advance ya !
heehees .

Will upload all the photos i've taken here / and will be taking the rest at GuangZhou too once i've reached S'pore =)
And tell yeah , Macau scenery damn NICE cann ? lols !
Esp at the Macau Fisherman's Wharf( Yu Ren Ma Tou ) , i almost thought i'm at Europe , hahaaaas . With these kind of chilling weather , and their nice building structure . Omg ~

Okay Okay . i guess i gotta go off now ~ Will see you guys soon huh !

P.S.

Loved !~ Take lots of care huh (: * misses you ** &
You Stupid , big bully Old Man ~ Hope you're doing fine over there huh!

And Lastly ,
Vian's here wishing everyone

a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year !

( in advance ya )

Vivo

2008-12-09T10:55:00.007+08:00

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Out with Old Man at Bishan for lunch ~
After which , accompany Mummy to her friends gathering at Vivo =)

All their Dishes tasted like ... herbs or smth . Overall , not bad =)

It's extermely CHILLING inside !~ its something like .. deep-fried ice cream .

This is the best among out of all the dishes ^_^

Fishy ~~

At first , i thought this was Peanut Or smth !~ But it totally taste like herbs ! >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Aunty told me is Walnut .. or smth ? not sure either -

Its Exchanging of gifts time ~~ =)) Heehee .
Something hilarious thing happened to me while i was like .. searching , looking for taxi stand !~
I was approached up by two of the Caucasians guys who really startled me !

Well , that was our conversation : ( its really funny the way he speaks and his tone , very... emotional)

Him: * walks up to me* Hey Miss , Do you wanna see something amazing ? ( i tht some Magic or wad )

Me : Ermm.. i'm sorry , i in a rush right now ....

Him : *frowning eyebrow* Awwww =( ... why .. ? Just for a min , *pointed to that sit over there*

Me: umm.. im... rushing for home right now . *then i spotted the perming hair demo thingy right behind him *

Him: Ouhs . . Do You have a boyfriend .. ?

Me: Ouh , i dont . . . * keep looking elsewhere *

Him: Oh. ...why ? * with that pitying look again* You're so Beautiful.. ( Ohyea ~ you're too exaggerate, Mr )

Then he came out with this sentence .. that really ... shocked me !

Him: Can i marry you.. ?

Me: o.O HUH..?! umm.... ** went speechless & looking for help** ..

Him: **called his partner over * Well , I've Married , ( then pointed to his ring ), However , he *pointed to his friend* doesnt have a girlfriend . .

His partner walked over , and smiled at me .

Me: oh.. Hi ( to his partner ) =))

Him: Why dont you have a boyfriend .?? * looking right in my eye with the poor thing experession ..

Me: umm.. Cuz im too young ~

His Partner : * cut in * Are You Singaporean ?..

Me: Ya Ya , I'm Singaporean (:

Him: oh ? Too Young ?.. How old are you ? ...

Me: Im Sixteen . =))

Him: O.O! holy god ~ We thought you're twenties . Aww... . *sad expression again * Sorry , but nice chatting with you , Miss ~ Byebye then .

Me: **smile at them** . Okay , Bye huh ! **scoot off quickly*

Seriously , lucky my mum & aunt was not with me . Really , it will be damn... embarrassing for me . lOls ~

1030pm- Home Sweet Home

Vian was just a puppet to you ~

2008-12-08T09:43:00.006+08:00

사랑하나면돼 - 백지영

you always think for yourself ~ you always thought you're always right . .
you never ever ask me how i felt , you think i've changed . you think im leaving you soon ~~

Cant you understand .. me ? I've already grown up , i had my own thinking , my own life . . . my own decision . Cant you at least . . put yourself in my shoes ?
im not the small young girl anymore , i know how to take care of myself . i know what im doing .

All you think was . . im leaving you soon , i've changed 360degree .
HELLLLOOOO??~~~ I am still the same old me .
Well , i admit - maybe this week ; i've been busy with my stuffs etc . . and im reallly tired once i've reached home . .

When the moment you speaks , i'll get headache . Seriously , you're only saying what you think . You never considered how i felt . i said i never , i dont have . You dont believe .
What you wanna me to do ?? Jump off from the building to prove my innocence huh ?

i'll really did that if one day you really push me too hard ~
Maybe that's my fate . . . right the moment i was here ; i should have accept the reality . . the fact -
i cant go back to the past anymore , time dont turned back for me . . .

Somehow , i really wish there's a stair - way up to heaven for me . . . . . a place where there's no worries , no pain , no hurt . . . .

[ Vian wrote on - 8th Dec 2008]

A Long Day Out ~

2008-12-07T21:59:00.006+08:00

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Went Marina to catch the movie '' Bolt'' with old man ~ Well , the movie's not bad =))

Rating : 8.5/10

At least there's a storyline which i can still able to understand ! hahahaaasss

Was out with my favourite red heels again , heehees . Thought at least i will be .. the same height as old man , but i guess it didnt work -.- lOls ~
But nevermind , i dont like to be tall anyway . ^_^ hahahas .
Brought that new Cheesy Pasta Combo ~ lols . and its like ..really pasta ==
Taste still not bad , just that the cheese is way toooo cheesy for me .

Had a great day out today with the accompany of that stupid old man who kept bullying me ( hmphh >.< )
But nevermind , for the sake of your kindness for not letting me fall in the train & on the stairs , i'll forgive you =)) ( ben xiao jie very nice one . i'll be nice to people , if they are nice to me ) lOls ~
anyway , after which ; out with Mummy to Hougang for her chruch gathering . ZzzZzzZzz

9.30pm- Home Sweet Home !!!

Laugh Out Loud =)

2008-12-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names?

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller :! No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone!
But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just t ell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

P.S. A smile a day , keep your sadness away =D

lil India with Loved ! ~~ =))

2008-12-06T18:28:00.011+08:00

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Met up with Loved ; Head to Tiong Bahru for our lunch =)

After which , went lil India for photo taking / shopping spree !

On our way to lil India . =))
Our journey begins here ~ (:

Let the photos do all the talking ^_^

Loved said wanna get her eyebrow trim - then we saw this eyebrow threading salon

Sounds cool ~ And we headed up to that very COOL place and get her eyebrow done with just only 6bucks ! =))

Was really damn tired after all those sight seeing and long walk . Esp me with that red heels of mine ~~ Suffered double . hahas
Our rest point was at Jollie Bean . =) Enjoying our Soya Milk .

That's Loved ~ Arent she adorable ? =)) heehees

** smile ** =))

Shopping . Shopping !

That's this adorable shoes i've bought today . !

6.30pm - home sweet home .

Confused -

2008-12-04T10:13:00.003+08:00

Nae Gae oh Gaet Ni - Yoon Gun

♥ Vian dont really know was that what she really wants -

Sulking Week ~

2008-12-01T20:38:00.006+08:00

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♥ Vian's --- Dead!

1st Dec 2008 - 5th Dec 2008

Expo = Crowded with lots of ''ants''

2008-11-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

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sounds insane huh ? Just waanna see what's expo like , and headed there with Old Man ~
There's like an IT fair over there . . super super super crowded ! -.-
Damn . those ''ants'' keep banging onto me everywhere i walked . ZzzZZZ . .

They cant see me huh ? And that OLD MAN~~ dont know laughed what . damn he .
and with that stupid face of his , stop copying the ''blur-ness face'' of mine .
very irriating can ?~~ You watch out . Dont let me catch you with your own ''blur-ry face''!

Anyway , have fun out with him though . And i've got free choc ~ hahahas . thanks old man =))
But it got soooooooooo liquidly & sticky the moment i opened it , however , it taste not bad though . =)
Its the thought that counts . =))

i got him something as well , hope he will like it ^__^ ( forget to bring today , lols . Its not im blur kay , just that . . i tht i've put it in my bag , but only realised i didn't right after i leave house =p)

Misses The Girls . .

2008-11-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

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A new week is approaching , how time flies . 2 more weeks , and i'm flying (:
Gosh ~ had been a workaholic these days . . i'm dead beat tired . >.<
i still have 2more weeks to complete before saying '' sayo-narah'' .

Anyway , haven't meet up the girls these days . Fang was back from her Korea trip , and yet i'm so busy & didn't have the time to join the girls that day . Kinda misses the girls .
Dont know what have they been busy with too . . lOls .
Guess must be working , and shopping too bah ? hahaas ~
Really hope can meet up with the real soon . But my schedule is currently tight .

Yuppp . . HOWEVER , even though how busy i am , or how busy they are ; i know for sure that if you wanna make yourself available , you sure can . Its just whether you want it or not . You're are the one controlling your schedule , not the other way round . =)

P.S. you girls are missed ! <33

Already One Year ...

2008-11-25T15:48:00.004+08:00

i didnt realised that i've changed .. til i found out something's very wrong with me .
I dont think of him anymore . i dont teared anymore . i dont feel hurt anymore .
i've moved on . And i think i really did .
The pain is no longer there . . . Its fading away soon .
i know all these while , its me ; who cant bear to let it go .
Its me , who kept on clinging on to the past , and not giving up on him .~

i know i should have done that long ago , but i didnt .
Its harder to take action than saying . I know i arent brave ; but im trying .
i believe i can walk of my nightmare, i believe i can forget him .
i believe i can let bygones be bygones .

And guess what? i really did ~ =D
After months of struggling , hoping , wishing , dreaming . . .
i finally walked out of my nightmare !
Congrats me , people ^___^ LOL

Celebrate the new me ! hahhahahas .
really , i had never felt this way before . . this is the new me .
My new life .

Anyway , just wanna tell him ;

Our 5years promises wont work for us .
Really , the problem will always be there ; no matter how hard we tried to change it .
But just wanna tell you that ; i've really moved on my life without you . Without you in my mind anymore . Maybe we shouldnt have even started this relationship .. ? Maybe we met too early ? or even Maybe we're not meant to be ... ?

Well . . .
i just hope that everything will goes smoothly for you and you'll find a better girl than me ^_^
Stay happy always ya!
And , just to add in : i've never ever regretted loving you at all (:

Take care , Boy ! Bon Voyage on your trip to oversea huh . ^___^
May God Bless You

''.. . If you love something , let it go . If it comes back , then that's how you know ...''

Laugh Out Loud ! =D

2008-11-25T14:59:00.007+08:00

Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist

This is really hilarious . Listen carefully , and you'll get the joke =)

Japanese Lesson, Learning English

This is funny . Very funny ~ Try not to laugh if you can . lOls =D
& their punishment was really damn REAL . . . *ouch*

OMG! Aaron's sooo CUTE =D

2008-11-25T13:04:00.002+08:00

He's soo funny in that stupid cat dance . lOls . =))

Stop ordering Honeydew Sago & Avocado!

2008-11-25T10:18:00.003+08:00

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Yesterday sales was like CARZY!! Guess how many Honeydew Sago & Avocado i've made?!
goSH~
In total , there are like 7 avocados & 5 honeydew sago .Yeah .. they taste NICE~~
but do you know how fattening they are? how sweeeettttt they are?? lOls~
Its like 1.5 sugar , 2 milk , 2 coconut milk . (o.o , now then you know . hahaas.
Very troublesome ~ got to take out so many stuffs , then later put back again . -.-
Yeah , i know Avocado is good for skin bla bla bla .. but SweetTalk doesnt serve HEALTHY drinks ! .. Their Avocado was like . . more of milk rather than real avocado itself . very CHEATER~
Everything was added with SUGAR . & their sugar content was INSANE . its like the sugar was free-of-charge that kind ~ will never ''extinct'' one day deh .

in addition , its really very super rare that we've got an ordered of 8 honey milktea & 7 blue coral milktea ! Blue Coral ~~ lOls .
the taste like medicine like that ~ nice meh ?
i dont like the smell of Almond & blue coral . Seriously , the smell stinks ! hahs~

Anyway, my next week shift will be like the whole week , except weekends. i requested not to put me on weekends . i will die , really . i worked before on weekends . its CRAZY!~~
The queue like never ending ~ after i made finish one blended drink , there will be more . . even more . . i cant even have the time to take sip of water , let alone go to the loo .

plus , there's no double pay -.- . If there is , i might consider working on weekends .
Cause seriously, its aren't fair .
Long John do even have double pay during public holiday , but i forget whether weekends was included as well . ?

i missed my old colleague at LJS ~ >.<
Yesterday Naz came to buy sweet talk . lOls . He's still as cute as ever . funny ! =D
& he's still working there , actually i do text my sir and requested to go back & work .
But i didn't know that sir changed his number , til i met dao my colleague & she told me about it . Too bad , its too late now .
I'm Flying in dec , so yeah ~ i dont see the need to work anymore . lols
3 more weeks of working at Sweet Talk . . . & i'll be saying Sayo-narah to them . hahaas =D
BREAK-FREE~~
i still remembered last time, how much i hated to be there( sweet talk ) . really , when i 1st came in ; the atmosphere was like . . very deadly . no warm . no friendly ppl .
not like LJS which were full of fun & friendly manager .
That's my happiest moment working there . i've never met such kind-hearted manager . He treated me like . . i'm his daughter , that kind ? very fatherly . ^__^
Anw , i wish them Good in Health & everything will goes smoothly for them =))
God Bless Them <33

P.S. Old man ~ i'm not frog under well , it should be you . =p
that's my line anw , you shouldn't have snatched it away . Its copyrightted ^_^
LOSER~~~

Had A Great Day Out With Mr.20 (:

2008-11-23T20:15:00.007+08:00

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Met up with 'Old Man' at Suntec =) lols ( & i'm super late , sorry )
Went up to Level 4 for that ' Anime Festival '' thingy .
Was super crazy crowded with weird weird ppl and we didn't know that needa buy tickets one ! -.- Cheater ! We thought free entry . Its like 5bucks per entry ( anw, thanks for that treat , ahboy ) =))

Seriously , let the photos do the talking.

You'll never know how much fun to be at ''live'' to be able to see those anime real characters , as in real life walking human being ( i know im kiasu, lols, but i have fun ^___^ )

that's old man , still very kiddish . Wanna ''dong dong '' that mini toy . lols !
anw , we were out like 2pm , heading to MY favourite makan place , Subway =))
He copycat one . lOls . =p

after which , we walked round & round . Kinda bored of that place
then we decided to walk from city hall to bugis( to get my mermory card) . lOls . ( actually not very far , but very humid . the weather's like super hot ! )
walked passed the REAL Louis Vuitton Shop . GOSH! Its super high class man .~~
anw , i didn't know that 1GB mermory card cost only 12.9bucks !! I always thought its 30bucks ~ ( finally brought that mermory card , guess can cam whore til i siao when im at oversea, wahahahaha )

Our next stop was at '' Ice Monster '' . Damn Cool~ I didn't know that singapore have such places . lOls. i guess i'm the Missy Frog Under The Well . hahaas =) & its like Mr.20 treats again . awwwww~ he's such a gentleman , i can say . hahahaaas. thanks , old man ^__^

we shared the same liking of fruits , & guess what's that?

lols . Its STRAWBERRY ! =D sweet ~ ( i picked it up from him )

'' Mango Milkshake Ice Cream .. '' Yummmy~~~

.. ''tata ! its finished ! '' =D

The sky's like getting darker when we leave the '' Ice Monster'' . Its like gonna typhoon like that . but i like that kind of weather . very chilling & very romantic . Hahaahaass.

& i broke dao left zero credit , and lucky got Mr.20 fifty cent , lols. If not i wont be home sweet home . When we were like out of Bugis junction , rain was like pouring heavily , & plus that scary thunder ! gosh! >.<

& yeah , he's really my lucky star? His bag came to the rescue , lols. A very handy bag he had . He shelter me to the bus stop . Mr. Good Man . hahaas . He seriously got so many nicknames given by me .

'' Mr Frog under the well . '' '' Lucky Star '' '' Old Man'' '' Slowpoke'' ''Mr.20'' etc.. hahaas

That's how big the rain was .... very COOL~ i was like almost cold to death in that air-conditioned bus for an hour trip home !

7PM- finally home sweet home . =))

A Very Special Day .

2008-11-20T10:14:00.006+08:00

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Started out with a very rush lunch at IMM ichiban with Mummy , Grandma, Brother & Baobeii =) Cause i'm like working at 12noon , so got no time to spare. lOls

i knew he wants my Sushi Hand -roll .. =D

That's my very quick lunch =) i loved Steam Egg ^___^

Sushi.. ;)

Kids just loved to meddle around with things ~

Anyway , while i was on my way looking for Ichiban ; i passed by Osim & well , lots of people were like crowd around there . very unusual .

Then i realised its medicorp stuffs , they are like filming .

Dots . . What's so nice to see ? Its all very old actor/actress . lOls .

i think i saw Hong Hui Fang was there, and one of the 881 actress . . the rest i know their face , but dont know their name =)

In addition , you know Xu Qi ? lOls. She brought Green Tea from Sweet Talk . Very Funny. My Colleague dont even know who is she . i was like. . eh? She caught my attention is cause of her Flawless Skin , gosh ! Her skin was damn GOOD ~ not even a spot .... ZzzzZZ *envy*

Is like not even a single person recognise who is she . . guess she's not that famous bah. hahaaaas . Actually , she quite pretty nahs . i guess she must have spent thousand hundred of money on her Face.

7pm- Home Sweet Home .

My brother brought a new laptop of his . He was like . . changed in person ? And i'm kind of not very used to it , seriously. He suddenly treats me very nice .

o.o can you imagine that? lOls. He said i could use his laptop , we share .

i was like.. SERIOUS?!! OMG ~!! And i think this is for real , i had an account in his laptop. COOL~~

i dont really like his laptop desgin , BUT ; the speed was damn fast and image was super CLEAR~ =D

Plus - TODAY was Baobeii Cedric 2th years old B'day ! =DD

How time flies . Two years just '' flies'' like this ~~

Happy Birthday , My Dear Cedric =)

This very pretty rose was a gift from a stranger lady to Cedric =)

Cause she finds Cedric Cute . lOls . Sweet ~

Movie With Cousins ~

2008-11-18T07:57:00.005+08:00

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By right today was supposed to be just purely Cousins Outing , well - Amy's friend, Ping Ching( well, i didn't really like her . But . . nevermind ) wanna tagged along . Yeah , just joined us bah ; the more the merrier ( however it turned out . .to be kind of awkward)

Anyway , we met up at Vivo to catch '' Madagascar 2 '' =))

Its like crazy crowded, soooooo many people watched Madagascar . Guess it must be 10000times better than '' Coffin'' . ( it did, and its much more better , lOls)

And guess what's Our lunch ? Just Sushi ( we sneaked it in , heehees ) and Nacho ( for me , again )

Rating : 8/10 =)

The Girls ;) - From left to right ( Ping Ching , Perline , Amy , Melyn )

P.S. she's looking at me . . in a very super weird manner ( i dont know why)

From the moment i reached our meeting place . Gosh~ My hair will seriously stand . . She will be like looking at me from top to toe , then her eyes will be drawn to me , that kind -.-'' am i freak or smth?

The Cousins -

i dont know why either , she loves to take picture with our feets gone?! -.-

( well, every pictures without feets was all taken by her . . ZzzzZZZ )

The Five Of Us - that's the only way to make everyone in the picture

Everyone's shy , i dont know why either . -.-''

Dearie & Me ( our poor lil feets . . gone ! >.< )

5.30pm- Home Sweet Home

P.S. But anyway , i hope our next outing will be even better than this !

Girls, YOU ALL GOT TO GET HIGH =D!! yeah ?! ^___^

If not , i will look NUTS if i'm the only one whose having my OWN HAPPY FUN TIME . lOls ~

Let the Photos Do The Talking =)

2008-11-17T08:17:00.005+08:00

15112008 - Met Up With the Tallest Cousin Of Mine o.O !

She's really tall cann? OMG ! She's like 171cm ( tall me by 18cm ) WOW .
hahaas . Anyway , i had a great day out with her . Thanks Girl !

16112008- A Day out with Dearie & her Cousin ;)

( tall legs o.O *happy* )
We went Bugis for our Shopping Spree =)
( seriously , never shop on Weekends . Its crazy Crowded !! )

Anyway , i brought the RED HEELS !! hahaas.
I was really TALL when i wore it , and kind of like i'm a giant when i walked beside the two lil girls .
It seemed like me as their Aunt bring these two lil kids out shopping -.-''
*faint*

Chio eh ? It cost me like 25bucks . ( still acceptable)
& i'm really smart as i brought a size bigger than my usual size. =)
it really does reduce the uncomfortable and blister .

Girls out there , never buy heels that totally fit it well ( trust me )
You got to walk with that beautiful heels of yours for hours , i guess your feets already suffer by the time you've reach home . lOls .

A Day .

2008-11-14T16:10:00.005+08:00

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Went Clementi for MY hair extention =) , with the accompany of Dearest Moon ( thanks , i'll go helpless without you there )
The outcome . . . well , didn't used to it ; cause the Fake hair was incredibly LONG~~~~~ looked very fake (to me ) .
Anyway , this whole week was a busy week for me :) Busy earning $$ , cause i'm flying . . . soon(finally) !~~~ Weeeeetttss =DD

The Coffin .

2008-11-10T09:12:00.005+08:00

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Met up with a new friend of mine at CCK to catch a movie '' The Coffin '' . Well , he's Mr.2o ( the one who lost to a 16years old girl ) =D . hahaaas .
Anyway , its super easy to spot him . He's the one with the botak head . lOls. Old Uncle . =DD

Yeah , he's quite cute lahs ( sad to say ) , but guess he will be even cuter with hair ? . . He's like foreigner over there , everything seemed new to him . Guess he've been trapped in camp for long . Poor thing .
But at least he get to book out on weekends lahs , not bad liao leh. Got pay some more . -.- ZzzzZZzz

Went to purchase the tickets , and we walked from B1 all the way up to level 5 ; just to get the time flies . lOls .
We had only popcorn & Nacho for lunch . hahaas . & i didn't know that their ice lemon tea was like came in a bottle ? & it was really funny that both of our hands were like full of food . And the tickets was with him , so ended up he got to use his mouth to dig out the tickets . lOls .

Okay , now lets talked about the show . Seriously , its super lousy ; not horror at all except for those loud sound effect and when the bloody face appeared out of a sudden only.. ? ( made me out of breath only , but i didn't screamed out loud , cuz not a single one in the cinema screamed .
-.- if i really did , it will be damn embarrassing )
But their starting was like quite eerie and spooky . . . i thought it might be even scarier than Eye10 . ZzzzZZz *shake head**
And their storyline was like.. huh ? what are they filming ? Its like .. we dont even know who is who , what are they dreaming about , what happened ?
A 20years old cant even understand what the heck isit about , let alone a 16years old .
lOls . This show is really sucky . Only the preview is scary . -.-
Cheater !
This is the worst horror movie i've ever watched .
If i were to rate , i would give 4/10 ( the extra 1 is for the actor/actress acting skills ) , Mr.20 gave 3/10 . hahaaas.
however , the actor very Shuai ! hahaaaas ^__^
Have a great day out with him ! =)
He's very nice , he accompany me to Jurong then later needa head back to his camp . Hope he's not late :)
4.30pm - Home Sweet Home .

P.S. Mr frog under the well , thanks for the treat !

Shopping ~ Shopping

2008-11-08T10:33:00.005+08:00

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Went out with Dearie yesterday , we headed to Clementi for her hair extention . And its like needed to book appointment first with that Hair Extention Specialist , Charlene . Well , we thought she might be a nice lady . And ended up , she's just so slutty . Its like.. HELLLOOO~~?! You said 2.30pm be there , and you were like late for 15mins ? Plus you were there chatting on phone for like soo long ? . . Damn . We paid for hair extention , and not we , as your customer , needa gave you face and bear with your sucky attitude . Wth ~

But , sad to say ; their extention was damn High Class - their texture was so smooth , and they have curl extention too! Each strand 1buck only !

Gosh ! i wanna go there extend asap , i heck care her attitude . She gives me hers , i'll will too - give her mine ! =)

Anyway , our next stop was Westmall . And yupp , i brought that 6pieces masks again =) regularly customer . That lady still remembered me ! Cause i've a Special Look . lOls .

Then followed by we went to this very pinky shop : Watts In . I loved all their jewellery , it was imported from Korea . They have very Unique Necklace , ring , ear-rings etc .. ( very ex . too )

And we brought this very special ring , 6.50bucks each ! And there goes my money , my hard-earned money ~ fly *** lOls .

But , at least for that - we did not regret ! =D

6.30pm- Home Sweet Home .

Isit true that that's how guys behave ? -by Vian

2008-11-06T11:56:00.004+08:00

People often claim that women are the most complex beings on the planet, but the truth is far from it. Men are equally complex and just like women, men too feel hurt or upset. . we're human , human have feelings ; don't we ? lOls
Anyway, here are some factors which you might find it ridiculous or even true for some :)

Is it true that . . .

-If a guy lets you go, he really loves you. ? ( well ... ? what's your say ?)

- Guys hate flirts. ? ( HAHA! This is . . unbelieveable . )

-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. ? ( Quite True .. )

-Guys' fantasies are unlimited ? ( hmmm... )

-A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up. ? ( Agree.. , just like we girls too .. )

-Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl. ? ( same logic , we girls, too seek advice from a guy - sometimes )

-Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts ? ( IQ are impt than looks , dont you agree ? who would want a ''brainless'' gf/bf ? )

-If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does. ? ( O.O ! HE REALLY does..? )

A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses. ? ( serious ? if it is true , that's really touching . )

-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend. ? ( same to the girls , girls get jealous as well . )

-Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat ? ( *nod * Guys are always over ambitious . )

As for some of the points up there , i find it some quite true . As in like Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl , ( i knew it cause my guy-friend sometimes seek advice/help from me regards to the girl he likes or well , when he & his girl quarrel and stuffs etc. ) But i don't get it by this point :
Guys hate flirts. ? Ummm . . . a very interesting question to analyse.
And this question puzzled me as well :
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.? ... ( o.O ummm.. hmmmm ... )
Well , what do you think ?....

i'm sick..

2008-11-03T09:10:00.002+08:00

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it's been ages since i've gotten myself sick . . . i've always been pink in health , not sure why i gotten ill yesterday when i woke up early in the morning . Headache , feeling hot all over ; lucky daddy at home . He brewed some chinese medicine for me . Its super bitter ! >.< ( eeeeeewwwww....)
I prefer tablets to Chinese medicine .

Anyway , the medicine was super effective . My temperature dropped this morning , however ; I've gotten this stupid illness - Flu . Ow Man ~
i hate flu , flu can be seriously very irritating . i got to bring tissues paper everywhere i go . Flu can caused nose-block , can made my taste-bud tasteless.
Araghhh~~
I'm working/ taking 'O' MT this Wed , pray hard that i will recover by Wed .

P.S. God bless ME !

Wish Upon A Star . .

2008-10-30T13:27:00.004+08:00

30102008

A new month is approaching , and guess what ? i have been wasting my time , sitting here , blogging ; surfing net ; doing nothing . Life's that boring ?
i dont know what else to do , seriously . Was thinking of doing part time but the problem is... where . ?
Jesus Christ ! is that how i am going spent my precious two months hol . ? Hell no . i really gotta do something about it , really .
Well . . these weeks ; i've been used rotting at home . Not stepping out of the house unless there's still schooling . ( Yeah ..school was still on for me , damn ) .
Im used to my comfortable room , used to stick my butt on the chair and not move . lOls -
i knew this will make me grow side-way , hahaaas .
But no worries . i do go to my morning run/ evening run regularly . So yeah , dont forget to keep fit , stay healthy ! =D
But this kind of life , seriously will not last long . I'm now like getting sick of it .

i wanna breathe the fresher air out there , i wanna see the beautiful world , i wanna scream out loud and forgets the unhappiness ! i wanna shop til i drop , i wanna stay out the whole day , and forgetting that i do have curfew . i wanna dance , i wanna drink , i wanna sing , i wanna - have fun !

Any kind hearted-soul willing to . . make these lil wishes of mine come true .. ? .

P.S. I'm Waiting . . =)

Will She Or Wont She... ?

2008-10-29T14:00:00.002+08:00

29102008

There're only two ways ;i t's either ''die early '' or ''die later '' . .
either ways suffer . So why not she takes the shorter route instead? . .
Maybe she will . . ? Maybe she wont . . ?

Turning mouldy...

2008-10-24T13:35:00.004+08:00

24102008

i'm turning mouldy soon... i've been rotting at home since yesterday. Gosh..
no one is dating me out. Everyone's busy. And i'm the only one who's relaxing, rotting at home , with the accompany of my computer . *sigh*
There's hardly anyone online. . .
Lucky , my beloved net friend was there , she was none others but Alice . =)
She's lovely , i've known her like for 3years? Since she was 16 , and i'm 13 .
Time flies pretty fast . . huh ?
In fact , i should say , she's OUR beloved net friend . Cause my cousin get to know her first , then followed by me .
She stayed at Melbourne , however she's Caucasian mixed with Asian . Cool huh? =D
Someday , i wanna fly over there and meet her ! heehees .

anyway , i'm like half dead now . No career , no money . >.<
Actually , i dont feel like working . but ; i find job is to kill time .
Waitress very tiring , sales-girl --- even worse . No commission , no pay .
Sigh . i now realised that one should study hard in order to get good job, good pay . i dont wanna be a waitress for the rest of my life . its killing !

I wanna get out of Singapore! i wanna go oversea, anywhere will do! Really, even Africa, India,Thai. . . just let me out of S'pore. I'm really that despo. It would be great if you can take me to Korea, Japan , Melbourne., Taiwan, France , Italy etc.. hahahas !
Daddy , BUY TICKETS , cannnnnn??????????? =D
I'm waiting , dont forget your promises !

P.S. i need to breathe , even cleaner ; fresher air .

Feeling Empty .

2008-10-23T10:14:00.007+08:00

23102008

Going school is just a complete waste of my time , seriously . By right , its already holiday for us , and now the school is like .. giving us extended time table , to prepare us for our next year ''O'' . HELLLOOOO?~!!!~~

It's abit too early leh bah ? This school is seriously very ''kiasu'' .

Yesterday our class very pathetic , only 23 out of 40 came to school . And we had only one lesson conducted out of 4 lessons ! We just slacked in class for 3hours , doing nothing except chit-chatting .

I'm like almost gonna half-dead there . Lucky i brought my novel ; if not i'll be bored to death .

Empty . . very empty . . / Messy .. very messy .

Two lovely girls are taking a nap ;)

P.S. Very sorry that i didnt ask for you guys permission and just simply

took this very cute photo . Hope you guys dont mind ! ^_^

That's My NEWpaper =)

hahaas . And yeah , we're having girl's gossip time .

School seriously very boring , agree ? =)

''.. yupp .. '' lOls

Anyway , i just realised that these days i hardly see my best friend , Yuting . Kind of misses her ! its like .. thousand of years didn't see her . Really missed her alot , cann ? =D

I texted her last night , and she told me that she was was busy preparing for her upcoming ''O'' Emaths Exam . Good luck , girl ! You have my ''blessing'' . lOls

Next time must jio her out with the girls .

Yuting , you're booked by me ! haahahhaas .

There's someone i misses a lot too , she was my Beloved Cousin =)

i like thousand of years didn't met up with her . hahaas . though only last week , we met up for her hair extention .

*sigh* though exam's over , hol is coming .

i dont know why im feeling empty , sometimes.

I've been searching for job thesedays , but there's no news .

Didn't realise time flies so fast ; recently chatted with Da-V and Xaiver. Both of them are my net friends, i've known them since i was 14-15 ? & i have not met them before . lOls . This is crazy .

But , i guess .. soon i will be able to meet them . =)

God Bless Me =DD

'sexual harrassment' phone call

2008-10-20T11:54:00.008+08:00

20102008

This is really freaking me out . . .
I received a 'sexual harrassment' phone call last night .
When i was like .. fallen in a deep sleep already , my phone rings . i thought it was my alarm , but it was an unknown phone call . Not again bah ?
That time , there's an unknown number who called me twice in the middle of the night , which was like 3am plus ?
HELLOOOO~~~ was that person Vampire or what ? He/She doesnt need to sleep ? But , i NEED!
I'm a very busy person , kay? i need a good sleep !
So , i didn't bothered , and just switched off my phone .

However , last night number was different from that previous one .
So , i thought it might be . . . some agent calling me for job thingy ? Cause that person called in like 10pm plus . . which isn't that late yet .

The moment i answered , i heard smth . . . not a normal human being will ''speak'' at that tone . . it was a guy's voice .
And . . . the voice was like . . . moaning ? i was like .. hello ? hello .. ?
He never answered back , he just keep on with that disgusting sound , which really freaked me out ! And . . i wasn't fully awake , til i realised that i was really answering that call , and i really heard that moaning sound getting louder and louder .

i quickly shut my phone , and jumped out of the bed , and stared at my phone .
Was i dreaming , that im answering phone call in my dream ? ..
It cant be , there's really a number which called me ! Jesus Christ!
What's that . . . sound im hearing ? . .

My 1st thought was actually . . . to called - someone .
However , think twice again ; i decided to dial Jianhong's number instead .
He asked me whether i have offence anyone ?
No arh , i so ''guai'' and ''adorable'' , lOls. How can that be ?
Who would play this kind of prank ? That's really super disgusting , okay?!
And that guy's voice was like . .. uncle ? 20plus ? i not very sure either .
And because of that STUPID , DISGUSTING phone call , i cant get back to sleep! And i'm having sch early in the morning .

i wondered . How that guy got my number? i've deleted Friendster , my blog doesnt have my contact . .
Hmm . . As long as i can remember , i indeed put my contact at FaceBook , HOWEVER , it was like a year ago ? And i've already deleted long ago , plus i didnt log in FB since ages . . .
I regretted not scolding that Pervert . Really ...
He thought girls are shy , timid , and are easily ''bully'' . He's wrong then!
i'll show him the Girl Power ! =D

I'm NOT that young , timid lil ''xiao meimei '' anymore !.

P.S. well , frankly speaking ; i didn't dare to scold back . lOls. My 1st reaction was to just shut the phone and off it .

Life... ? - By Vian

2008-10-19T09:11:00.001+08:00

19102008

Practically , this year hol' doesn't seemed so exciting . Study , Work , Study, Work . . is that what we, student , supposed to live our life like this ? i don't think so . i will make it more exciting and more lively. BUT the problem is .. How? i don't know .

Have you ever wondered why human was created ? What was the purpose for us to live in this world ?
Or .. each of us were give a mission to complete before the time comes and we had to leave this world without regrets?

There are millions, billions, trillions of people living in this world . Wars, disaster , killing , riots , starvation. . people are suffering out there , do they have a choice ? No , they don't . Sometimes , we grumbled, blamed,sulk that we have such a F***life, others are always prettier than us , richer than us, smarter than us...

However , think twice . There are other people who are suffering out there, no one is perfect . We are considered way to fortunate than others . Its just that we don't know what's the world out there .

Some of us might have experienced the lost of their loved ones , or maybe abandoned by their parents for whatever reason . . do you know what's the feelings like .. ? It's painful . . . really painful .

We always blamed our parents , treated them with no respect , and didn't care their feelings . We blamed them for controlling us strictly, talked back to them , and sometimes hated them . But , we never realised this . They are the ones who brought us to this world , they are the ones who taught us, take care of us .

However , the older we gets ; the ''smarter'' we are . We thought we can ''soar'' without them , we can ''survive'' of our own with this lil '' knowledge'' we have .

We are wrong . There's still a long way for us . . . we don't know what is right , what is wrong . Once we stepped the ''wrong path '' , our life's gone . And who are the ones who suffered the most ? who teared for us ?
Our Parents.

They took the responsibility to raise us , when we fall sick ; they got worried . When we have a favour to ask from them , they never grumbled ; they always did their best to help us . However , being their child , we have never done a good job . Even how naughty we are , how disrespectful we are to them ; they never blamed us . Why ... ? Because they loved us . We are their child .
Though they always nagged at us , they don't mean any harm . That's the way they show their loved to us .

Cherish everything before its too late , we cant turned back time . We cant buy time . . but we can cherish the time its given to us .

That's what life was . . cruel yet . . challenging .

Its the way you want your life to be . .
if you wish to be happy , you will be happy . =))

Jia You !

2008-10-18T07:44:00.001+08:00

18102008

Sometimes PoA can be '' irriating '' , really . No matter how many times i tried , it just doesnt seemed to balance . Its even making you piss off when there's two person calculating , aragh!~~

Its really funny when during lesson , i can balance the amount ; but not during exams or self study . I hate theories question , i always failed at that section .

Yesterday , went old sch mac with Moon , for our upcoming LCCI PoA examintion. i really feel like giving up that , we need to do all 4questions within 2.5hours ! Oh my god ~~~~~~
But i've paid 60plus bucks for that paper to be taken . So , jiayou nors !
Dont waste such innocent money !

This coming tuesday , extended time table start leh . Eeeeehee , ''kiasu'' school we have , we dont even know can we promote to sec5 anot , they ''jiu'' make us go back school , to prepare for our ''O'' . Insane school . If not for that school thing , i would have gotten a ''stable'' job . *sigh*
Everything just seemed to go against me . . . however i will not just back off like this . =) I'm brave , remember ? Yeah , i know i am . lOls
Jia you , Jia you , Jia you ! i know i can do it .
Way to go~~~~~~~~~~~~

Cheers !!! =DD

DHL

2008-10-16T14:55:00.000+08:00

16102008

By right , i today could earned 60.5bucks ! However , i ended up working free labour for 5hours !! Second times lehs , total added up; 83bucks was gone with the addition of working at Fang's bro cafe ! OH MY GOD! i've wasted 10hours in total ! ahhhhhh .. now come to think of it , why i cant endured ? lols . 83bucks can buy lots of things , kay?! .

Anyway , this was the worst job i've ever worked at . Its at Tuas there ( Co:DHL)
intro by JH . i admit its kind of slack , easy job . But, the duration is damn long !
From 8.30am-6.30pm .
We started our day early in the morning , 7.30 at boonlay . Jian Si was coming with us too . hahas . i never talked to him before in school at all , only saw him with his lovely GF at school cuddling&loving ( so sweet) . lOls . its suprising we clicked on well , its even amused that we TALKED, LAUGH,CHAT . . o.-
yupp , and i didn't realised that morning train was damn full packed , like crazy! We took bus 192 to that company , and now then i know Tuas looked like this .

I'm like the only Chinese teen girl there, there's like more of Indians workers, Malays workers, Uncle & Auntie , plus a few male teens hooligans . hahas .
Seriously , this job doesnt suit me at all , but i find it quite fun . =)

Esp my job was to just tick the no. accordingly , piled up the stock one by one like a mountain . I followed the Uncle everywhere he goes . lOls , he dont let me carry heavy stuffs , and said '' i do , i do ..you go help me sweep floor'' -.-''
Okay. At least i got stuff to do . It's super dusty ! For heaven sake ! Dont know how many years didn't sweep/mop the floor .

kind of bored for me lah , all i do was just tick , piled up goods . Uncle said you can take a rest, go toilet wash hand , drink water . hahas. His job can relax one . i see Jh like very ''xin ku '' , he got to walked there , walked here . Then the Jian Si dont know go where . All was left me with that Uncle right at the end .

That Uncle quite nice lahs , he let me try that ''push-red car'' or smth . Its really heavy , there's no movement no matter how hard i pull / pushed . damn . His strong !

Then , its lunch time leh , 1230pm ; its really very pathetic . We had chicken rice ( its been ages since i've last eaten)
We sit on the floor , with so many irrating flies flying . hahaas .
The guys said they wanna go have a '' puff '' , then where am i supposed to go ? They will not leave me there alone bah ? . . i ended up followed them , and became their '' 2nd puff sniffer'' lOls .
We saw them (hooligans) , sitting beside the road , puffing . The 3 of us jiu join them lorhs .

i caught him . =))

Ohya ! And im really suay , my shoe spoilt ! >.<>

Sometimes money dont mean everything , i rather Be Happy , then forcing myself do things i dont like .
But , i regretted . my money , gone like this .
i've been doing free labour , i dont know why . . . .

Yesterday , i earned 27bucks only , for sweet talk . At least got 27bucks .
At least , that is not free labour . however , i dont know made how many bubble tea,
made til my hand ''suffers'' . its suprising that i still remembered !
Only some i mixed up , now they have got two new drink , Honey Smoothies and Avadoca Smoothies (3bucks) , i tasted that . YUCKS . not nice . lOls.
the taste kind of funny . abit like fruit , abit like vegetable . funny funny taste .
They said Honey one nice , but currently no stock yet .

that's how '' pai kia '' sit . =D

- once - bye , DHL . God bless . <33>

'' .. money mean everything ... ? '' - ** shrugged**

P.S . i took the risked of those photos to be taken . lOls .

Treehouse - SMU

2008-10-14T14:01:00.001+08:00

14102008

Have anyone started worked the 1st day , and then quit after which ? lOls .
well , i just did that yesterday . kind of feeling bad about it . i've given the person-in-charge my schedule , and end up i just quit after i ended work late last night .

well , i requested for not taking the pay ; my friend thought im crazy or smth? Its like i worked for nth ? actually this job was intro by Fang, her bro's cafe( Treehouse) at SMU. Yeah , so its kind of . . feels really super duber bad about it .

i quit because , firstly ;
its really super damn FAR ,
and 2nd ; im not really that fond of that job.
They serve Thai food and Pasta , and .. umm .. kind of abit ''high'' class .
Then their closing was CRAZY! Sooooooooooo many things to wash . GOSH! its like never ending . REALLY , 3 of us washed here , washed there ; non-stop
They have got pots, pans, plates, bowl , fork &knifes , rice cooker.. etc.
Wash till wanna my life . i've never wash so many stuffs ever in my life . Its killing me , seriously . (i dont mind washing the dishes, its just way too much , its really CRAZY! ) the closing took exactly 2hours to end !
10pm was finally here , but not home sweet home yet . i took another 1.5hours to reach home!! >.< src="http://i236.photobucket.com/albums/ff275/the_dawn01/prayer.jpg">

God Bless Me .

18th b'dae

2008-10-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

12th October 2008 .

Its a very special day to me =)
This is the day which i turned ____th .

Well , i had enjoyed myself . And i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU TO my DARLING, Fang :)
To Fang:
''.. Thanks for all the things you did for me . Thanks for the accompany . Thanks for the cute lil card & gift.
Thanks for the treat . Thanks for everything .. love you loads ! .. ''
I also wanna thanks those people who sent me SMSes yesterday night . Thanks girls !
It means a lot to me . Really .

If not for you guys , there wont be any laughter , joy , fun ; everything .

My day was started off at the'' Pepper Lunch'' , its really YUMMY ! i loved the Green Tea Ice Cream !

Then after which , we headed off to the Emiko Arts ; And this was my 1st time making , it was really fun .
We were there for hours , just because of the word '' Sweet '' . GOSH damn . And we got scolded by the Uncle there ,
cause we were like wasting their dye. ( Oh yeah , just shut up. A few word wont kills . )
lOls. seriously , you're just spoiling my mood .
Never mind . This will be my 1st and last time going there . Bye Uncle , you will never ever see me there again . =)
And God Bless You .

Anyway , my baobeii daddy come fetched me and he brought a CAKE ! GOSH . i thought it will be just a mini cake , but
it became a huge rounded cake . Awww.. That's so sweet of him . Yupp , we had our date at the West Coast .
My favourite place .

6pm- Home sweet Home .

i wish .. i wish ...(though the cake was abit ''torn'' , i still love it , Dad. Thanks)

Thanks for raising me up , Mummy & Daddy . I LOVE YOU <33

The cutest babe and hunk =D

LOVE them LOADS !

''.. time wait for no men ... ''

God Bless You . =))

the house bunny

2008-10-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

10102008 .

A day out with my long time no see friend , Zhi Hao =)) He's damn TALL now !
Gosh ! He said he have grown 4cm in 2 years , well , im not that bad too. i've grown 1cm in 2 years. Though its only one , but at least i've grown , Okay ; Mr Tan? lOls . He's now 181cm ? o.o hahas. TALL freak !

Anyway , we headed off at 945am in the morning , to West Coast . My suggestion. =D Just feel like going outdoor , enjoyed the sea breeze , the sunny sun , breathe in fresh air .
And the sun really HOT ! i gonna burn soon if i were to stayed there for another hour , so we decided to catch a movie at Westmall .

At first , we thought of watching '' Connected '' , but i dont feel like watching that type of movie , then i saw this cute poster of '' The House Bunny '' ; it looked so pink& girly ! =DD hahaas .
So we brought the ticket , and thanks for the treat ; friend !
Yeah , it's really a hilarious show . =)
SHOPPING , GIRLS HANG OUT , MAKE UP . . all my favourite ! And they're really HOT ! seriously , if you were to get to see this kind of dressing , make up in SG , i guess it will be an Ah Lian , its totally different ( weird huh ?) . They looked SEXY and Gorgeous in the way which they dress , with thick masacra , thick make up , and blond hair , mini short skirt . . , not like us , Asian . We will looked like .. wad? freak or smth? Maybe we aren't too open yet to the society bah?

Had a great day today ! Thanks for the accompany , friend =))
Hope to see you real soon !

a day in town

2008-10-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

08102008

i never had so much fun for such a long time , though its just the two of us :)
We clicked on so well , i really had fun hanging out with you . CHEERS ! =DD
it's been such a long time since i've last go Town .
Felt like a tourist there , everything seemed new , freshing ,
tall bulidings , surrounded with clean and green trees/flowers , i had never
noticed that singapore can be so beautiful .
**clicked***snapped**

Keep those beautiful mermories . . . Town are once like this .
who knows 20years down the road , how will Town be like . .

We started off with a sunny noon , meeting the guys ( JH & GC ) at Jurong , headed to Somerset for the
job interview things . And its such a coincidence that the three of us wearing the similar kind of
''knee-length'' black shorts . =)) excluding Fang . hahaaas . lalalalalalaa~~
Plus , its so super coincidence that we saw a ''senior '' male actor , Wang Wen Yong at the MRT control station. He's the one who
acted in the channel 8, 9pm show : Crimebuster 2 . Whose wifey is the '' invisible Yunmei '' HAHAHA .
He doesnt looked that old in real person wor . kind of suprised . Everyone was like didn't noticed him , funny .
And he looked like a '' kid who have just lost his way in this new , strange enviornment .. '' He looked
super blur when purchasing the Transit link card . i guess its his first time taking train bahs .

Anyway , we headed to cinleaisure(a super boring place) and seperated there after the interview at the Recruit Express Co.

Fang and me went to get our '' Painted Skin '' tickets .

Then , we went down to have our lunch at
Kobayashi( my favourite) , didn't know this place have . =)
So super ''qiao '' , saw the guys there having their lunch also . -.- ''
This Kobayashi very CHEATER lorhs , i ordered this meal at Jurong once . Its exactly the same as the picture , but not
here .

LOOK! ( stupid JH wanna steal my food ) it's totally . . different >.<

i prefer Jurong to Town , and there goes by 6bucks . But never mind , i like their Strawberry Cheesecake ! =) YUMMY! We brought the 3.20pm show, and we had 2hours ahead of us . nothing to do . Jiu take lots of pictures . =)) Quite fun lahs , we don't make ourselves bored de . hahaas . Snapped here . Snapped there .

Our 2hours just gone like this , and yeah .

''Painted Skin '' , if i were to rate ; i guess it will be 3/5 bahs . Starting of the show , i don't understand what they are doing , showing , talking . Lots of wars , fighting . Then when they talked , they will paused very long . . then eyes filled with tears . . looked at each other . Speak out like slowpoke like that . lOls

(But their acting skills are very emotional , *clap*clap* )

Its the 1st time i yawned twice in the cinema .

lOls . But in the middle to the ending , i teared . Very touching , esp when the hubby of Zhaowei said to her '' I love you forever '' . Actually not very scary at all , just only disgusting . And its more of a love story rather than eerie ghost story . The demon ate the heart of the human in order to stay her youth , if not her face will be ''peel off'' easily . i stared right at the screen when the demon dig out the heart of a human , the heart looked so real ! it's exactly like the human's heart . But they didn't showed us how she ate the heart . Overall this show still okay lahs , not the worst movie i've watched . Acceptable range .

At least i've spent this beautiful day meaningfully :)

God Bless .

7pm - Home Sweet Home .

07102008

2008-10-08T07:42:00.000+08:00

07102008 .

ENJOY!!! =)) Finally its all over ! CELEBRATION ! lOls . hahaaaaaaaaas .

After today paper , went Westmall with Fang . Brought lots of skin care stuffs . =)) Cause recently having exam , pimples breakout ;
face not in a very good condition . >.<

And its the 1st time i did not regret after buying . I loved face mask , however ; i can only buy from The Face Shop . ( which are damn ex for a student like me ) Their face mask are ex , but after putting it on , it gave me good result . It's totally different from other masks , so ; its worthy . i rather pay more , than make my face ''suffer'' .

Last week , i've brought this Hydration Face Mask from Watsons , cost only 1.95bucks each . So i brought two . i never tried before , so , yeah . And . . i really regretted buying . My skin reacted negativly , i'm senstive to that product bah. i peeled it off straight after i felt something's wrong . Phobia right now , scared of face masks . So ... i learnt something , never buy CHEAP face mask . Dont be fooled by the amount . Quality is the most important >.<

i've brought 6pieces of F. masks from '' Beaute Spring '' , 1st time purchasing stuffs from that shop . Their products not bad . now become my '' 2nd Face Shop '' , i can buy their F.masks with no fear . lOls. They're having promotion . 1piece maks = 3.30buck , 12pieces=19.90bucks . So we decided to spilt into 6 . We asked the lady for opinion of choosing mask that suit us . Cause there's so many different types . Got anti-wrinkles( we're only 16 , wrinkles ? lols) , firming etc . Then that lady suggested us to get the Hydration mask , our face normally lacked of water because of the sunny sun in s'pore . We dont have 4 seasons like other countires , summer all year round .
So got to give our face more H2O . Then she also suggested us the Coenzyme 10 , i heard of this name before . its something like collgen , help to energizes your skin cells .
i brought two Hydration , two coenzyme 10 , Astaxanthin royal jelly and the green tea peppermint :)
The lady said Green tea peppermint suits me rather than Fang , Fang belongs to ''dry '' type while im the ''oily'' type . . lOls . Yeah .
I agreed with the lady , all my facial products are from Clean&Clear , those deep action refreshing cleanser for oil-free look & feel. ( i only can use this brand ) i've used before Biore( this totally a BIG NO !
i get red rashes after using . waste my $$ ) , OXY( this's really great for pimples breakout! ) , T3 ( not bad , but doesnt suits to my liking . )

i still prefer Clean&Clear =)) Clean&Clear supporter !

Green tea Peppermint F.mask is for Purifying & revitalizing . Its uses are to extract help regulate oil secretion, minimize enlarged pores and elminate comy cells. With Natural Peppermint Oil , relieves skin itching and has a cooling sensation upon usage. Aloe Vera Extract restores skin moisture,leaving skin feeling cleansed and smoothed . Sounds very good right ?
lOls. you never know unless you tried . and now i know . It's really a'' no lie'' , it really does give you the effect . My skin reacted postively , no uneasy feeling , no rashes , no redness. All i feel is refreshing, smoothed and softed =D

Little intro of all these F.masks :

Coenzyme Q10 is an activator ; helps promote and accelerate elastin generation, smoothing . Combined with anti-oxidant properties, help improve skin's luminosity and suppleness .

Astaxanthin Royal Jelly , is a nutrient rich marine product that possess powerful anti-oxidant properties, effectively helps to inject minerals and amino acids into the skin, hydrating while it protects the skin from the harmful free-radicals. Added with Royal Jelly , skin receives the multi vitamins and minerals, leaving skin glowing -smooth .

Hyaluronic acid alpha arbutin is a moisture & radiant that keeps the skin well hydrated and retained moisture up to 80%,leaving the skin velvety soft, supple and more youthful . lOls .

i guess any girls will be.. like '' wa wa wa , really mah ? '' including me . hahaas . The rest i had not use yet , will update the result real soon ! . Hope its not lying .

In addition , i brought this cute lil small Herbal Essences Shampoo & Conditioner , which i saw it advertise on TV . hahaas . A very cute commerical , so why not give it a try if that's so good ?

I got this eyebrow trimer as well, needa trim away those new grown extra eyebrow - hair .
i realised this phrase is true '' .. there's no ugly woman , only lazy woman .. '' agree? We girls spent thousand of money on hair , skin , face products ; all because of what? Beauty . Beauty to boost up your confidence :))

Was raining heavily right after we left Westmall . SUPER big ! Plus that loud thunder ! >.< really ''xia dao wo '' when one of the thunder strike .
quickly called my darling daddy for help ! =D My Umbrealla Man . hahaaas .

Suddenly have the feeling of rent CD to watch , exam over leh mahs . Search , search and search ; there's no movie i like .

Was suprised when saw the '' Sky Of Love '' , i always wanted to watch ; that time movie have showed . But i missed it .

i've spent total of 63bucks in all , including yesterday went CCK and brought the giltter stickers which i wanted for long! *happy*
Spending money on the stuffs i wanted , the feeling very ''high '' . Hardly got the time to shop for the previous months , was busy preparing
for N's . Now , its the time to make up for it . =D It's been ages since i've spent money like ''water fall '' . hahahs .

Anyway , i've got a job ! ( 2days only ) and i'll be able to earn 65bucks ! It's a flyer job . With the accompany of JianHong and Guocheng .
thanks to baobeii jianhong ! hahaas .

everything is LOVED ! <33

eyebrow trim! =D

2008-10-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

04102008 .
i just got my eyebrow trimmed ! =)) It's super pretty well-trimmed! hahas .
Went to salon with Char and Moon . The 3 of us are happy with the result!
At first, I'm afraid that the person might , you know ? Some will trim till like very thin , some will be like . . trim ''dao hen '' kind of make you look very fierce.
And its quite cheap , 5bucks only ! Worthy =)

Then Moon said she wanna get her hair cut , so we accompany her to a ''friendly'' salon . The people there are super nice . We stayed there like for hours . I like the '' jiejie '' over there , she's super friendly.
she dont mind us asking her lots of questions about hair . lOls.
I asked her about the hair extention thing , and she showed me 60bucks the hair thickness . GOSH! its really super thin . -.-'' i want thick thick deh .
. . Kind of really not worthy , but i dont mind trying =))

Next time i save enough money , will go there and have my hair extend .

i got this lil' blue creature( i named it '' bulu'' ) for purchasing Happy Meal =D lOls .

it's really cute ! anyway , Apple Dippers(without the carmel dip) are my LOVED! they're really yummy . Happy meals really makes me HAPPY :))

'' ... dont worry , be happy ... '' =DD

Collin . Love , Me

2008-10-04T08:14:00.000+08:00

Love Me - Collin Raye

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said,
"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.

But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

cedric yew

2008-10-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

2 October 2008- Thursday

3.5hours more , i gonna go school for history exam . werid right? 2pm then start . hahahas . i haven prepare anything . =p no mood .

anyway , Cedric is getting cuter and cuter ! =D BUT , he's getting out of hand !
SOMETIMES! he's cute when he said '' pleaseeeeeee , gugu( aunt in chinese) '' =))
whenever he wants something or wanna someone to play with him , i will asked him to say that '' magical words '' . hahas . well - taught by me . =) that's '' li mao '' . Yew's child must be a ''li mao xiao hai '' . hahaas .
now im teaching him '' excuse me '' , his ''me'' is the most loudest one , but that ''excuse '' , he will said '' moo - moo mi '' lOls!
well , nowdays dont know when he learnt the word '' go away (in chinese) '' .
whoever get his way , he will said '' go away '' and screamed loudly . -.-''
'' hen mei li mao '' * shake head*
so got to teach him say ''excuse me '' before he's used to that ''go away'' .
its really hard to ''coach'' a lil kid whose barely even 3 years old .lOls.
his best words pronunciation was '' baobeii '' '' please'' '' thank you '' .
by the way , his 1st words was not Mummy or Daddy . his 1st word was '' baobeii '' wor =)
that's his daddy taught him .

P.S. Don't know where he learnts that expression . its cute anyway :))

maths paper flunk.

2008-09-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

29 September 2008 - Monday

i knew i'll flunk my maths , and yeah ; i'm right . i didn't do 14 out of 26 questions !
its really super super difficult ! i thought it might came out the new specimen 2008 paper which cher
gave us and told us that this year maths paper format will be like this [ yeah, you're right -.- ] , however , it came out to be a BIG NO! Cheater ! >.<

forget about it lehs , i dont intend to take maths as my ''best subject'' anyway . Maths = NO . Since i was in primary school , my maths had never exceed 55marks ! if i got 50marks for my maths overall score , i'll scream for joy and celebrate! really . =D that's the highest score in my life for maths . *proud*

One more thing , i really strongly suggest MOE to change the timing for the combined science and maths paper 1 . If combined science paper ends at 11noon , then maths paper should start at 1230-1pm if possible , and not 2pm-4pm ! its really tiring at that period of time to do paper, esp MATHS .
I doze off at around 2.30 while doing the paper ! lOls .
anyway , after today papers ; everything seems to move on very fast . Just last 3 papers . . .
= FREEDOM! (:

YAY!

time .

2008-09-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

There comes a moment when you must look Time in the eye,
You must break a joyful smile, instead of letting out a mournful sigh.
The past can be rocky and at times, very cruel in a way,
But be thankful you made it and live for only today
It's hard to grow up and live life in reality,
To take on challenges and strive for who you want to be.
Put Time on your side and let it help you grow,
For what is the future? Not even Time can know.

self study . .

2008-09-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

24 september 2008 - Wednesday

didn't go sch , again . [ actually today overslept ]
my daddy supports me ! =D i just wrote a letter to Miss Chu , will ask Moon help me pass to her 2ml . hope it works. if anything, just call my daddy nors. he said he settle ! LOVES him ~ =p
Plus , i just found out the i had 4MCs letters with me ! i owed Chu 4days of MCs! Gosh . bad girl =x

another day had just passed . its Wednesday already, very fast . then follow by thursday, friday , saturday , sunday . . then Monday N's Sci and Maths paper lehs!
hmm . . im like half prepared only . now only had the mood to enjoy FUN!
i wanna go shopping . . ahhhhhhh~
study no life one . study dont suits me . lOls.
my life was supposed to be ENJOY, CHILL OUT , SHOPPING , like those
rich taitai =D hahaaas. [ maybe in my dream bahs ]
anyway , time flies very fast right? so, exam should end fast . Yupp .
just went down collect WS from Moon , gosh! so many . Esp Maths papers .
Do liao also no use . last min work doesnt help much . [ i intend to give up maths also ] =D

'' ... Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live...''

make over!!

2008-09-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

23 september 2008 - Tuesday

didn't go sch today . hahaas , went study with Moon . =) i rather self study myself than going to sch. seriously . going sch is a waste of MY time ! we request for self study at home with cher , cher said unless parents call her and comfirm that our parents SUPPORT it . -.-'' so troublesome. write letter also the same mahs . SIAN .
tml's SCH ! dont even know want to go anot . dont feel like going. hmmm . .
was planning to maybe just go for last lesson tml, thur and fri not going. hees.
anyway, N's coming this monday , so last min go sch also no use . =D

today nothing much happen , just went to old sch mac and study for HOURS!

after N , i've got so many plans!! ~~~ **happy**
i wanna make over ! lOls . sick of this ''style'' right now. =p
i wanna get my hair dye , i wanna dye it perky brown!
i wanna get my eyebrow trim too .

''..We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give..'' - Winston Chruchill

finally .

2008-09-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

22 september 2008 - Monday

after 2 hours of searching my ideal blogskin, finally i gotten this one. though its
not that really up to my standard, but just have that skin for the time being . :)
its been so long since i've blog . dont know why have to urge to blog it now. hahaas .
lots of things i wanna do . . .
i wanna get hair extention + perming.
i wanna have those pretty fake nails.
i wanna chill out with the girls .
i wanna go on a shopping spree .
i wanna go have steamboat again with the class girls.
i wanna meet Dearie --------> hougang mall . :)

i wanna go oversea during the holidays .
i wanna find a part time job that pays well . =D

i wanna . . . . .